2- that ,without the money and sex, I am
Christian Grey.
3 - that,
without the innocence, I am Anastasia Steele.
4 - that yes,
many women love a fucked up man.
5 - that this
book is not really a “mommy porn” as what people claim it to be, for I find it
really really romantic (without the kinky fuckery, of course. HAHAHAHAHA)
2013 looks
very promising to me. Let me start by
saying I have turned my resignation letter to my team manager a week ago. It is a very big decision for me for it will
take a lot of salary and benefit cut off on my present job just for the sake of
FINALLY doing what I really wanted in life.
People looked at it as just an excuse so I can leave the present job
easily. Unfortunately, it is one of the
reasons, too. But the thing is, I am at
this stage in my life when all I wanted to achieve is fulfillment. I might even have the chance of making my
dream a reality – to live a year off away from everyone (I also have a place in
mind, and I’m seeing beach); be a total stranger and live a different life
(immersion is the simplest way to put it).
As I was
reading my yearly horoscope for this year, I am more sure of myself that this
time, I will be getting what I really want in my life. And more,
hopefully. Here are the excerpts:
---o0o---
This 2013
you will claim your power and stand in the shoes of your most positive self,
rising like a Phoenix and soaring like an eagle. You have been preparing this your whole
life. How perfect!
In 2013 year
of Snake you may suddenly find yourself being much more Scorpio than you’ve
ever been. This year, you need to dig
down and focus that laser beam mind of yours on something big, or something
serious. This is perhaps something you
have been putting off. A novel that
needs to be written, a disease that needs healing, an emotional issue that has
lingered too long. You are going to be
reveling in the new layers you bring into your reality. You are filled with the power to heal and
transform. Now you ger to see what you’re
really made of.
Your whole
self, who you are deep down, is ready for your dreams to come true. Open your mind on how that oculd happen. And watch for feelings of confusion. You do know what to do. You do know what you want. When you find yourself fuzzy in the head,
focus elsewhere. Repeat this mantra: I have
all that I need to get what I want.
2013 year of
the Black Snake will no doubt put you back in touch with powerful
emotions. This is the blessing and the
curse of Scorpio. You have a full
spectrum emotional body. Able to feel
the most magnificent feelings of joy, love and elation, but also equally able
to feel the deepest grief and most rage filled jealousy. Scorpio knows how to feel above all
else. It is this gift that allows you to
tune into the experiences of others. You
can truly empathize. Your strength of
character shows through, this helps you lead people through their most altering
passages with the only credential that matters: integrity.
This 2013
you will make some amazing progress.
---o0o---
If all of
these are true, then there’s no stopping me now. =)
that's Hank Moody from the tv series "Californication"
this was a post from a staff of ATD:
"I was at Ilalim ng Tulay last night. Some boys were playing around me and one showed me his middle finger. He was just playing, he even didn't want to offend me. Then, a girl (often called "makulit") who attended the first peace session last Saturday stopped him immediately and said with a lot of conviction: " He! That's not how you have to do, you have to dopeace" and she showed him how to do with her two hands. Great to see how children are eager to share positive experiences:-)"
(doesn't it feel good when you share something and kids remember and act on it? join us this Saturday in Pandacan for another fun afternoon and teach kids more on PEACE. experience it first-hand. -xxp)
fireworks. confetti. people in different races. streetfoodtrip. meimei (my housemate). street party. people dancing around and dancing around people --> that was my 2012 - 2013 midnight.
I have to get to work on the 31st so after my shift, my housemate and I went directly to Ayala Avenue. we were right on time as the countdown started a few minutes after we got there. the fireworks display lasted for about 15 minutes. the confettis made it more fun for me =)
my housemate and I stayed a little bit after the fireworks display and there were a lot of foreigners who came as well. they were dancing around and created this big circle and started spinning a bottle and whoever got pointed will dance in the middle. my housemate danced. I did too but it wasn't because the bottle got pointed at me. I sort of danced with a korean guy (cute guy) that danced in front of me. i pushed him to the middle of the dance floor and danced with him for a couple of seconds (too short, I know. hahahaha). it was all for fun and good vibes =D
after that spontaneous street dance we took some photos along Ayala Avenue and the MAPSA (traffic officers) helped us in our "photoshoot". they let us use their big bike as props. they even posed with us.
and then while walking home, 2 sets of friends (Pinoy and foreigners) took photos of us (I'm not sure why but hey, we are in the mood to pose! hahaha)
boy, that was fun. I hope I could experience it all again.