forever escape

Sorrow, happiness; happiness, sorrow.
OK - and I am still dancing to IAMX even after all these years.

World Humanitarian Day

My #ShareHumanity thoughts would be the one coming from one of my all-time fave movie, Earthlings:

"Since we all inhabit the earth, we are all considered earthlings. There is no sexism, racism, or speciesism in the term 'earthling'. It encompasses each and every one of us: warm- or cold-blooded, mammal, vertebrate or invertebrate, bird, reptile, amphibian, fish and human alike."

When we are able to coexist and respect all living things around us, only then we become 'humane'.

catvocacy

..aaaaand we found a tiny kitten.

We were on our way to work when we saw her, walking carelessly on the gutter of a busy street.
I could not look away so I took her and went back walking to our house. We took half day off to check up on her. Evening came and we realized she is too tiny to be left the whole day for the next day. So I brought her to work. And have been bringing her since then.

This was the smallest rescue I have ever had. My first time bottle feeding, force peeing, warming her up every now and then, among other things.

I am now a full pledge meowmy =D

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But due to the fact that we already have 3 grown cats with us, we will not be able to keep her.
So here I am, posting everyday Perry pictures of her on my social media, hoping to get her adopted.
At the back of my mind, I do not want to; I want to keep her - but my cats will only train her to be an ingrate like them.

She is the sweetest kitten I have ever had, and I wish she grows up fast and strong.

meet Perry. Kitty Perry :)

sparkle

sorry if I had posted this already. I just find it so fucking fabulous I wish I had written it :)

The fighting is NOT over

I.
Of course, I have always known what I will be getting myself into. I know the effects of this choice I made, and I continue to experience the effect on it. 
It's good and bad, it's driving me crazy, but hey, I chose this way of living.  


II.
The sleepless nights, the disturbed mind and ego will always, always be there, unfortunately.  

III  
Inside my head is another version of what I really say; or what I do not say.Inside is chaos that never dies. But I will always choose to stay positive on the outside.
 
Nothing can remove the anxiety.

IV. 
Nothing can calm my roaring head. Specially when the triggers are kept being tickled.But these are the things I had get to live with in order to keep my balance. In order to stay this way.  I need this chaos to keep me sane. 


V.
I will be just fine.

thank you random photo from facebook - for stating exactly what's on my mind :D