11.26.2010

everybody says "i'm fine".

well, we all do.  and if you care enough about someone, you'd ask that person "how are you?" and then wait for the response, give follow up questions until the person opens up.


whenever i wake up in the mornig feeling down, i cheer myself up with doing the things i love to do - listen to feel good music and sing along with it.  i think of ways to be happy and i'd do it rather than think of the memories that have played in my mind for a gazillion times already.

happiness is just a state of mind. it is not a phase.  you decide on it.

what else do i do to be happy (or at least look like it)?  i smile.  like what i've said before - a sincere smile is contagious.  sometimes your smile could brighten up someone else's day as well.


and - lastly - i work so hard.  i may not look like it but i am a workaholic.  i am dead serious at work.  it's because getting a praise for a job well done gives me a different kind of high.  i love this job so much even if we are on a constant pressure.

so, don't worry about what kind of emoshit i've been going through right now.  you don't have to dig in deep to know if i'm doing just fine.  i am fine.  i have decided on it already. :)

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famous last words:
"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived."
-- Meet Joe Black

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