meanwhile, in Amsterdam...

but "just a touch" of madness, alright.
because it is not worth it when you're starting to distort your own life and existence out of that 'little madness' you think you have. 
what is a great mind if you are too messed up to even reach out to others?
#findthatbalance  

:'(

namaste

"May all beings everywhere be happy and free, and may the thoughts, words and actions of my own life contribute in some way to that happiness and to that freedom for all."

happy weekend!

When stressed at work, I am like all those million jerkoffs who enjoys reading comments on social media.  On people defending themselves and what they believe in. On people ripping out racist comments.  And  people giving out sarcastic  comebacks.

As I was browsing youtube, I watched a video of a Filipino who got lost over a handsome crooner (not Filipino) at The Voice UK.  Of course I went to comments section where it's awesome.  This one is my favorite:

You usually see them at religious and racist topics.

I know it's bad to entertain yourself by watching online wars.  But I know I'm not the only one (which does not make it right, which only makes me more evil but should I care?) 

Aaaaaah... such guilty pleasure  =)

You guys have a great weekend ahead!

do you remember?

for all those #hugot  #feels  -- this will remind you of everything you have ever assumed with your lovelife (or lack thereof).
enjoy  lurking!  http://instagram.com/daminghugot

"I like that feeling when you’re making art, that you’re taking the energy out of your body and putting it into a physical object. I like things that are labor-intensive: you make a little thing and another little thing and another little thing, and eventually you see a possibility." —Kiki Smith

tell the world of [t]his love ^_^

Since a lot has been said, tweeted and posted about the papal visit, I might as well 'do my share' ;)

I did not go to any of his mass here.

I did watch a bit on the tv.  Was nice.  It was very humbling to both believers and non-believers alike.

I like the guy - he is so liberal for a pope.  I wished he could have stayed longer in Leyte / Samar though.

I'm glad his visit made some people 'more religious' (I just don't know until when..).

I'm happy for the long weekend.

Most of all - I was very entertained by the massive out pour of emotions online by catholics and atheists, the christian and the skeptics, the spiritual and the agnostics.

All is good though - where else can they express it, right?

Just try not to shove your beliefs to others and make them feel less of a person because you (think) you know better.

But, yeah, it was a nice experience to reconnect. 

---o0o---

famous last words: huwag kang eps. huwag kang pa-deep :P

petting the cat - I must be doing it all wrong

that cats loves the daddy more than me =(
PS - happy (long) weekend everyone. spread good vibes

madness

 my heart goes out to all the families of the victims of violence in Paris. I am Charlie.

we die everyday (?)

Indeed, those were my time of "loving, losing and moving on". He has seen it all - even after I have tried ways to not talk about what I feel.

this blogpost was written by my former housemate sometime on October of 2010.

if I remember this correctly, I was living with the four of them with my cousin having the biggest issue with her lovelife.  I was just the one "always there" - the one listening.

I did not see myself being the "lonely" one during that time but hey - my housemate was seeing it through me.  

He saw my pain I was trying to shoo away by attending to my cousin's pain.

I did not notice myself "dying every morning" because I was busy with others.

---o0o---

now that this time, the tables have turned, it's again one of us who's having a new phase - with his lovelife.  it's actually a good phase, although hearts will have to get used to this ldr thing for a while.

he will not be dying everyday out of loneliness - because we will make sure we are there, always available, and willing to succumb to his every moodswings :D

to you, my friend - let me remind you of how much you are loved:

http://pachalmighty.blogspot.com/2011/02/para-kay-ardel-mula-sa-puwersa-ng.html

we are the strong ones, Del. I know how easily you can get through this. :)

imagine all the people living life in peace..

http://www.stanleycolors.com/2013/09/imagine-john-lennon/

next month ^_^

missing you

truth is, I haven't been writing these past months here, not even for a draft.. not because I have been busy (yes I was, but we all know it is never a reason) - but because I have not much reason to "share" what's in my mind... It's just all written down on anywhere I can write on.  it's not for public consumption anymore. 

but I miss it.  the random posts, the feeling of relief over expressing something that you created yourself.  I feel the relief of creating something out of writing, yes, but not as much as when I am writing here, for the blog.  because my writings are mostly associated with work (writing narratives / proposals, etc).  work is so much fun :)  although it takes me out of reading books anymore -- reading agreements and legal documents takes the will (of reading books) out of me.  my (work) life consists of reading. too. much. reading. but I am not complaining :D

I remember having my "little corner" in CGS and my housemates seeing me sitting there almost every night after work, writing, with my 3-in-1 coffee and the tv turned on.  I remember my housemates teasing me that they have read it one time while i fell asleep writing.  I actually think they did. you creeps :P 

I miss those times.  Those were my "alone and happy on my own" times.

but things change - priorities are reset, and some things have to be set aside to make way for new things to do. but somehow I will find time to write again.

new year, new life, new reason to blog.

talk to you soon, bitches. 

yearend report

ah, yeah, it's that time.
---o0o---
2014 was the year I got myself living in with a new housemate - a partner for a housemate.  It's sort of like what I had before, but better. waaaay better.  It's a new phase, but I think we are well adjusted to seeing each other everyday... to seeing each other in our best, and nastiest side.
This year was when I had the most fun out of town with my family / relatives.  That Cebu trip last August made me feel I still feel connected with them after all - that I'm not as "aloof" as I think I was with them... because, you know how it is here when you've moved out of your home to live your own life na.
I had my best Valentine's date and birthday in this year, too.  All planned by my boss. 
---o0o---
Life in my job is amazing -- I cannot believe their selflessness and passion here.  I am learning a lot.  As much as I would want to stay, I think I have better chances of really growing in another path I'm planning to take.Yeah, with career, I am carefree that way.  It's not very wise for my age, but if I don't follow what I had in heart and mind, then I'm not really "living" it right.
---o0o---

I am still the Dr. Love that I used to be, only with few clients.  they are hurt, but they are doing good now, and I couldn't be happier.  
---o0o---
and that forever combat between my waking state and my subconscious? they're still there, having fun.  I will never ran out of things to argue with myself.
---o0o---
that's the highlights of my 2014.  
Happy 2015, everyone!  Keep on shining you beautiful bastards
---o0o---
famous last words:

Happy 2015