my heart beats for someone. it's been years since i've allowed myself to fall again. the last guy i tried to like crushed my soul. i just healed (i did??!) by accepting defeat, knowing he's just not that into me, that i am not good enough for him.
and now, i am so glad he came along exactly when i was ready. he gets me. he still likes me inspite of my idiosyncrasies. and he knows exactly when to hold me. i love the person that i am when i am with him, for when i'm around him, he lets me be me. all freedom. no pretensions.
yep, my heart beats for someone. without hesitation, without guilt. i have fallen in love and it felt so f*cking good.
not only it felt great, but after meeting him, i found myself making efforts to be a better version of me (even if a already am enough for him). my decision to change for the better came to me so easy.
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famous last words:
*that post above. it doesn't sound right. hahaha. it's been ages and i want to feel it again. and this starts by welcoming the thought of falling in love again. yihee.
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