yearender

these are the ten things i have learned the past year:

10.  it's bad to be sleep-deprived for days.  it messes up my routine.

09.  when you're an optimist, you get more courage to do the things you want - however, the result of it is sometimes hurtful.  so being cynical means being a coward and just staying stuck on the safe side.

08.  i have realized that i have to be submissive when needed.

07.  yes, i so want to travel abroad and experience first-hand the world culture but my life does not permit me to.  so i just have to be contented browsing books and the net.  goodbye, germany.  goodbye, italy.  goodbye, peru.

06.  last year, people around me made me realize that i am a chickenshit when it comes to expressing my feelings.  boo-hoo.

05.  that it is easy to let go of something if you just decide on it.

04.  decisions are best made if you first sleep on it.

03.  family has always been a top priority but what i do is always not enough.  so i just have to push myself more, and care for them some more.

02.  love is just a series of chemical reactions in your brain.  so the next time you think you're in love, think again.  maybe you are just smelling his/her pheromones... =D

01.  whether it's just 3 persons or a whole community you are trying to reach out, it is important that you exert the same amount of effort to them if inspiring really is your passion.

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famous last words:

"Death is confusing; lifemore confusing still."