warning: this is the caffeine talking.

write when you feel that you’re head’s going to explode if it’s not written, or told.
i was pissed with something, then came my problems with my birth certificate. why does it have to be written all wrong? it’ll take weeks before it’ll get settled. fuck.


how do you guys cope up with stress? i hate it when i unintentionally entertain it.  stress stays with me for months.  it won’t go away, i won’t move until i have gotten what i want, or at least solved my dilemma.
i should have bought those pills  the doc prescribed me.  i did not buy them cos she suggested antidepressants, but she didn’t write it down,  instead it was just a supplement.  it may not show, but i think the drugs will work.  for me at least.

hay.

okay.


so, [like i have said before] — i may never get the life i had before, but at least i am trying to look healthy — humanlike for you all. heh
i am so hyped today!  aaarrrrgh!!!  so fucking pissed!!!!
have to have to have to let it out.


—o0o—
oh, lastly, i suggest you go see this film “Bangkok Love Story”. google it if you want to see the plot. i must tell you the story may be a bit exaggerated, but it was soooooo nakakakilig!
that’s all.  see you guys when i’m all sobered up.
yay