the past few weeks we’ve been watching Ally Mcbeal (marathon ito!) and i just realized, the Ally character in season 1 had a big influence on me!! i better not get into deatails. Well, maybe because I was watching it while I was in my "defining years".
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I just remembered something. I once had that "addicted-to-chatting" phase when i was in college. it didn’t last, though, for i wasan’t that rich. There’s this one time (not in bandcamp hahaha), i was in some YM chatroom, when somoene popped up and asked me, very politely, if i could let him see me on the webcam, and let him look at me until he, uh, until he’s done, yes, having sex with himself. since he asked me nicely, i let him. he even thanked me after he’s done. what a nice young boy harharhar. i also had a lesbian chatmate.. a very beautiful Romanian lesbian chatmate (ye, mamatay kayo sa inggit hehehe). one time, while i was at the office, she asked me to open her webcam, and when my officemate and i clicked it, we saw her taking her clothes off! if only my officemate wasn’t there, i’d finish what i started..hehehe kinky :P she’s so pretty, i even thought that at first, she just used some Romanian actress on her photo/avatar just to attract chatters. now i know better. her yahoo ID? i’ll never tell. she’s mine hahahaha joke.
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I’m starting to really not think at all. i feel like, for the past year, all i did was "go with the fuckin’ flow". now i feel so stagnant. what is wrong here? i thought i’m starting to get better? i so need a therapist. or a sedative.
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Because i am watching Ally again, this idea of "not ever having to" is getting n my nerve again. Help.
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