1.26.2013

What I have Learned After Reading ’50 Shades of Grey’




1 - that men are VERY territorial.

2-  that ,without the money and sex, I am Christian Grey.

3 - that, without the innocence, I am Anastasia Steele.

4 - that yes, many women love a fucked up man.

5 - that this book is not really a “mommy porn” as what people claim it to be, for I find it really really romantic (without the kinky fuckery, of course. HAHAHAHAHA)



constantly


(translation)





My Lord,                                                               Panginoon,
I got blinded by the cheating world                         Ako’y nabulag ng mandarayang mundo
Please forgive me                                                 Ako ay patawarin Mo


From now on, I’ll offer my life to You                      Mula ngayon, ang buhay kong ito’y iaalay sayo
Make use of me                                                  Gamitin mo ako
Like before                                                         Gaya ng dati














Favors in reverse
Songs are unrehearsed 
When I get through this I hope I get through you 
Stains on my mind The cloud on that hour 
The minute you closed the door 
My eyes washed the floor 
Baby baby its hard to say 
But there seems to be no other way You left and you were right 
So I have to let us down this time 
Cause I can 
Cause I can't feel it 
No other way but down

You said so yourself
It's just
It's just a feeling
It's just a feeling
What are you crying for
What are you crying for
When its just a feeling
God knows you can get through this
I wanna know



what’s in store for me



2013 looks very promising to me.  Let me start by saying I have turned my resignation letter to my team manager a week ago.  It is a very big decision for me for it will take a lot of salary and benefit cut off on my present job just for the sake of FINALLY doing what I really wanted in life.  People looked at it as just an excuse so I can leave the present job easily.  Unfortunately, it is one of the reasons, too.  But the thing is, I am at this stage in my life when all I wanted to achieve is fulfillment.  I might even have the chance of making my dream a reality – to live a year off away from everyone (I also have a place in mind, and I’m seeing beach); be a total stranger and live a different life (immersion is the simplest way to put it).


As I was reading my yearly horoscope for this year, I am more sure of myself that this time, I will be getting what I really want in my life. And more, hopefully.  Here are the excerpts:

---o0o---

This 2013 you will claim your power and stand in the shoes of your most positive self, rising like a Phoenix and soaring like an eagle.  You have been preparing this your whole life.  How perfect!


In 2013 year of Snake you may suddenly find yourself being much more Scorpio than you’ve ever been.  This year, you need to dig down and focus that laser beam mind of yours on something big, or something serious.  This is perhaps something you have been putting off.  A novel that needs to be written, a disease that needs healing, an emotional issue that has lingered too long.  You are going to be reveling in the new layers you bring into your reality.  You are filled with the power to heal and transform.  Now you ger to see what you’re really made of.


Your whole self, who you are deep down, is ready for your dreams to come true.  Open your mind on how that oculd happen.  And watch for feelings of confusion.  You do know what to do.  You do know what you want.  When you find yourself fuzzy in the head, focus elsewhere.  Repeat this mantra: I have all that I need to get what I want. 


2013 year of the Black Snake will no doubt put you back in touch with powerful emotions.  This is the blessing and the curse of Scorpio.  You have a full spectrum emotional body.  Able to feel the most magnificent feelings of joy, love and elation, but also equally able to feel the deepest grief and most rage filled jealousy.  Scorpio knows how to feel above all else.  It is this gift that allows you to tune into the experiences of others.  You can truly empathize.  Your strength of character shows through, this helps you lead people through their most altering passages with the only credential that matters: integrity. 


This 2013 you will make some amazing progress. 

---o0o---



If all of these are true, then there’s no stopping me now. =)


1.24.2013

lol pic of the week


that's Hank Moody from the tv series "Californication"


this was a post from a staff of ATD:

"I was at Ilalim ng Tulay last night. Some boys were playing around me and one showed me his middle finger. He was just playing, he even didn't want to offend me. Then, a girl (often called "makulit") who attended the first peace session last Saturday stopped him immediately and said with a lot of conviction: " He! That's not how you have to do, you have to dopeace" and she showed him how to do with her two hands. Great to see how children are eager to share positive experiences:-)"







(doesn't it feel good when you share something and kids remember and act on it? join us this Saturday in Pandacan for another fun afternoon and teach kids more on PEACE. experience it first-hand. -xxp)

1.10.2013

one word:  SEXY.  rawr. <3

1.08.2013

lol pic of the week

grumpy cat

version 2.013


fireworks. confetti. people in different races. streetfoodtrip. meimei (my housemate). street party.  people dancing around and dancing around people --> that was my 2012 - 2013 midnight.



I have to get to work on the 31st so after my shift, my housemate and I went directly to Ayala Avenue.  we were right on time as the countdown started a few minutes after we got there.  the fireworks display lasted for about 15 minutes.  the confettis made it more fun for me =)



my housemate and I stayed a little bit after the fireworks display and there were a lot of foreigners who came as well. they were dancing around and created this big circle and started spinning a bottle and whoever got pointed will dance in the middle. my housemate danced. I did too but it wasn't because the bottle got pointed at me. I sort of danced with a korean guy (cute guy) that danced in front of me. i pushed him to the middle of the dance floor and danced with him for a couple of seconds (too short, I know. hahahaha). it was all for fun and good vibes =D



after that spontaneous street dance we took some photos along Ayala Avenue and the MAPSA (traffic officers) helped us in our "photoshoot". they let us use their big bike as props.  they even posed with us.



and then while walking home, 2 sets of friends (Pinoy and foreigners) took photos of us (I'm not sure why but hey, we are in the mood to pose! hahaha)



boy, that was fun. I hope I could experience it all again.




90's kid kilig =)


brainstorming



This was my first time brainstorming for a series of lectures + fun song and dance number 

for All Together in Dignity’s street library module on PEACE. fun fun fun! =)











1.01.2013

lol pic of the week



here's to a new year. new song from a man I have loved for years ;) I am sooo feeling this lyrics.









We are all insane

Counting down every single living day

We are prisoners of fate

I smile at the way everybody accepts the pain




Just because I don't care doesn't mean I don't feel

Just because I don't feel doesn't mean I don't understand

We are one in the unified field




We are not in the dark

Our animal anger is eating our human hearts

How come everything hurts if nothing lasts

I smile at the way everybody lives in the past



Just because I don't care doesn't mean I don't feel

Just because I don't believe doesn't mean I don't understand

We are one in the unified field




(Everybody loves

Everybody leaves

Everybody hurts

Everybody heals
Everybody needs)




We are all the same

Counting down every second every living day

we are prisoners of fate

I smile at the way everybody accepts the pain



I don't care

I don't believe

But I feel, I feel