(between finding and looking)
killing hope has its downside: i unconsciously block out every possible flings, or relationships i could've had. not because i had high standards (i have none for crying out loud!) but because risking my heart and being vulnerable for someone is not a good feeling on my end. maybe i'll change, maybe i won't. it's what heartbreak did to me. i cannot speak of my future though - but right now, my heart, my body, and my mind is in sync with being happy with my current state.
you know what i find fun? looking! it's safer than finding: you don't expect, you limit your thinking and most of all you just take all the fun you could get =)
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