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this is what Patrick does when bored. =)

"the happy balloon"

you tell 'em, armi.

kagabi, di matapos-tapos ang nobelang binubuo sa mumunting isipan ko.  kakitiran - namimilit pang mangatuwiran; iniipon ang mga pagkakataon sa isang sulok at pinagdurugtong dugtong.  -- huli na ang lahat para bawiin ang hindi nararapat.  ano ba? umayos ka - wala nang magagawa sa nahuli na, at tayong dalawa. 
urong-sulong na lang ba? bakit ako na lamang ang natitira? 

kasalanan mo ang lahat ng ito.  bakit ako ang pinapabayad mo?

nagtataka ako -- bakit siya ang pinili mo?

UpDharma Down - Taya  --> click this link to see the vid

the antidote to 7 deadly sins =D

you don't need power, money or fame.  you just have to be equipped with these - and everything else will follow.

Tolerance.  this means adjusting your pace to every person you encounter because every one is different so you have to treat them according to their character / needs.  everyone has quirks.  and it is tolerance that will kepp you from not getting angry all the time.

Passion.  if you have it, you do things happily, whole-heartedly.

Sensitivity.  being cautious to the environment.  being cautious to what you might say or do because it could impact or hurt others.

Humility.  you let others shine, when needed.  humility is hard to find these days, specially in this world full of egoistic, self-centerd kids.

Faith.  you can get anything you ask God for - you just got to have a huge amount of faith, and the effort in claiming it.

Selflessness.  this could go as much as giving your time to others, the ability to be patient and to listen genuinely.  it is great to make others feel special, important.

Love.  if you have love, you do everythinh out of love.  anything you say will all be words of love.  when you have love, you always want to be a better person, not just for someone but for everyone.

(**not claiming everything - some of the characteristics came from another blog, from a different topic.)

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famous last words:

"I live for the thrils.  I live for the glamour.  These are the things that make me."  (Carlos Malvar)

the dream of someone else.

my heart beats for someone.  it's been years since i've allowed myself to fall again.  the last guy i tried to like crushed my soul.  i just healed (i did??!) by accepting defeat, knowing he's just not that into me, that i am not good enough for him.

and now, i am so glad he came along exactly when i was ready.  he gets me.  he still likes me inspite of my idiosyncrasies.  and he knows exactly when to hold me.  i love the person that i am when i am with him, for when i'm around him, he lets me be me.  all freedom.  no pretensions.

yep, my heart beats for someone.  without hesitation, without guilt.  i have fallen in love and it felt so f*cking good. 

not only it felt great, but after meeting him, i found myself making efforts to be a better version of me (even if a already am enough for him).  my decision to change for the better came to me so easy. 

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famous last words:

*that post above.  it doesn't sound right.  hahaha. it's been ages and i want to feel it again. and this starts by welcoming the thought of falling in love again. yihee.

ebelove

"magpapaalam na sayo ang aking kwarto..." (-Kwarto)

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Ebe Dancel leaving Sugarfree broke my heart.  their songs have been my soundtrack since they've started:

*burnout / cuida / unang araw / still fighting it / kwarto / makita kang muli / wag ka nang umiyak / feels like love

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but i understand if he wants out for his musical growth.  see, if you're in a band, you'd have to consider your bandmates' inputs.  there are musicians who wants to produce everything their way.  i think that's what Rico Blanco did.  he wants total control of his music.

at the same time, i am also excited to what Ebe has to offer as a solo artist.  now, the question: who's going to replace him, then?? Vin? or Kris (wouldn't it be cool if a lady's going to sing sugarfree)?

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famous last words:

"Sa dinami dami ba naman ng gustong malimutan / Ikaw pa ang naiwan sa puso’t isipan."  (- Hangover)

note to self: this is NOT an online diary.

(life update.  written inside Wendy's  Makati Ave.)

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Capone's - something new.  i went there to see something new, and to feed my audio and visual sensory.  kidding.  again, the people were beautiful.  it was like Mag:net - high street.  that night, there was a private party for the Webbs.  i saw Pinky.  too bad i didin't get to see Hubert. hahaa.  that would've made my night.  the place was jampacked because of General Luna.  they have a huge following.  mostly male, for obvious reasons.

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i was there, alone, feeling the vibe when this guy beside me kept on glancing at me (saw it through my peripheral). i got curious so i looked at him - and when i saw his face i cursed again. "**********ina ang gwapo pala.  ang ganda ko siguro sa dim light kaya ako tinitingnan nito."  and being the OLATS that i am, i didn't look again.  i even moved away.

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(another pach update)

this coming weeks, my head's going to be intoxicated in all aspects.  so, i'm going to need all the reinforcements that i could get:

- coffee

- gigs

- events

- friends

- serendra / st. clare / eastwood

- booze (but not for me)

i want to be ridiculously happy.

i want to fill my head with important things.

i want to be restless.

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(yet another update.  last na 'to)

writing is not easy.  every posts requires your blood, sweat and tears.  but this is my passion, my calling - so i ain't stopping.  and when you hear people say nice things about what i write about, my heart soars.  it feeds my soul.  so, from the bottom of my fucked-up heart, i thank ALL of you who have read it.  promise i will keep on entertaining you. even at my expense hahaaha <3

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famous last words:

"i wish i had a heart as cold as yours.  maybe, then, life will be easy on me."

(moi)